Lose my mind
Am starting to feel scared because there are so many uncertainties bombing me and there are just no answers to my questions we always say we try but how hard do we actually try i want the best for you just like how you’d want the best for me i tell you the best for me is you but you say you aren’t sure if you’re the one for me and i really am speechless because i thought we were one now i see what a mismatched pair we are and i have no idea how to make everything right because i am tired of asking of trying of being the nice person i want to lie down curl up and cry but whatever for cause nobody will care anyway and all you ever do is just to tell me yupp okay or okay okay or take care sleep well or keep warm goodnight or see you or good morning tell me how am i supposed to survive without the slightest hint of love i dont know i mean i know you love me but i dont know whether you are even sure that i am the one for you yknow sigh i dont think you know i am just having a conversation with myself in my brains this is so not reassuring at all fuckkkkkkkk
